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	<title>Lyysuicide's Journals</title>
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		  <entry>
	    <title>Dear Fabled Love.</title>
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	    <id>buzznet:user:entry:id:3133161</id>
	    <issued>2008-10-08T11:09:00Z</issued>
	    <modified>2008-10-08T11:09:00Z</modified>
	    <created>2008-10-08T11:09:00Z</created>
	    <summary type="application/xhtml+xml"><![CDATA[Walking on this lonely and dusty road,
The silence of the night fills my heart.
As tiny raindrops fall onto my skin,
I'm&#133;]]></summary>
	    <author><name>lyysuicide</name></author>
	    <content type="application/xhtml+xml" mode="xml" xml:lang="en-us"><![CDATA[Walking on this lonely and dusty road,

The silence of the night fills my heart.

As tiny raindrops fall onto my skin,

I'm still here and wondering,

whether you'll ever let me in.



At the end of this road,

I wish to see you standing there,

smiling back at me,

you'll always remind me of that summer air.



I have to believe in fate, that face of faith,

that you're still here with me,

somewhere.



&quot;Are you happy right now?&quot;

This line passes through my mind,

all the time,

because you're not mine.]]></content>
	    </entry>
		  <entry>
	    <title>I am bored. :|</title>
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	    <issued>2008-04-20T13:26:00Z</issued>
	    <modified>2008-04-20T13:26:00Z</modified>
	    <created>2008-04-20T13:26:00Z</created>
	    <summary type="application/xhtml+xml"><![CDATA[<P>1. Is anything wrong?<BR><FONT color=#99ff99>- yess, with my mind at the moment.<BR></FONT>2. What are you listening to right now?<BR><FONT color=#66ff99>-&#133;]]></summary>
	    <author><name>lyysuicide</name></author>
	    <content type="application/xhtml+xml" mode="xml" xml:lang="en-us"><![CDATA[&lt;P&gt;1. Is anything wrong?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#99ff99&gt;- yess, with my mind at the moment.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;2. What are you listening to right now?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#66ff99&gt;- dance party plus by Head Automatica.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;3. Do you want to go to college?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#33cc00&gt;- yes, going to this august. (:&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;4. How many kids do you want to have?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#33cc00&gt;- none.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;5. Do you have a good relationship&lt;BR&gt;with your family?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- yesss.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;6. Where did you go today?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- i was home all day.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;7. What were you doing at midnight&lt;BR&gt;lastnight?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#33cc00&gt;- chatting online with my friend about ozzy. bahaha.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;8. Name something you CAN'T wait to&lt;BR&gt;happen?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#33cc00&gt;- august! i get to see someone. (:&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;9. Do you give high fives?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- yesss.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;10. What's your favorite season?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- autumn.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;11. Have you ever talked to Tom?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- who's tom?! Myspace tom?&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;12. Last thing you ate/drank?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- Skittles! &lt;3&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;13. Are you in love?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- I wish. heh.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;14. Have you ever ran with scissors?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- HAHAHA, yes.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;15. Do you like peanut butter &amp; jelly?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- I don't like peanut butter, but I like jelly. hahahaha.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;16. Who&#226;€&#153;s making you feel the way you&lt;BR&gt;are right now?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- myself? DUH!&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;17. Most visited web pages?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- here &amp; livejournal.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;18. When's your bday?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- 18th July.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;19. coke or pepsi?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- pepsi, i just hate coke.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;20. Did you hug anyone today?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- mom &amp; little sis.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;21. What are you looking forward to?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- August!&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;22. How many siblings do you have?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#33cc00&gt;- one monkey brained sister.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;23. Do you have any pets?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- wish i had.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;24. What's your favorite number?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#33ff33&gt;- 13, 27.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;25. What are you watching now?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- not watching anything at the moment. thats why i'm bored!&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;26. Is good grammar attractive?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#006600&gt;- yesss, VERY attractive.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;27. Do you have a crush?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- i don't know if he's a crush.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;FRIEND CONFESSIONS.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;1. Are you jealous of one or more of&lt;BR&gt;your friends?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- hmmm, not really.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;2. Have you known any of your friends&lt;BR&gt;your whole life?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#006600&gt;- nope, the longest friend i have... 6 years?&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;3. Are any of your friends taller than&lt;BR&gt;you?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- yea, i am SHORT. well, kinda.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;4. Have you ever been ditched by a&lt;BR&gt;friend?&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- yessss.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;5. Where do your friends live?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- i have friends all over the world, seriously.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;l6. Have you lost or forgotten a&lt;BR&gt;friends phone number?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- yea, and when they texted me, i was like &quot; who the fuck are you?&quot;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;7. Have you been to most of your&lt;BR&gt;friends houses?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- you can say so.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;BR&gt;HABIT CONFESSIONS.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;1. Do you play with things when&lt;BR&gt;nervous?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- yesss, the ring on my right index finger.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;2. Do you have an odd obsession with&lt;BR&gt;knives?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- once, way back.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;3. Do you sleep with the door open or&lt;BR&gt;closed?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#666600&gt;- closed, i feel super weird if it's open when i'm trying to sleep.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;4. Do you bite your nails?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- ewww, nope, and i find people who do it totally gross.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;PERSONAL OPINION CONFESSIONS.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;1. Who do you want for President?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- Bert from The Used. :D imagine all the crazy things he would do...&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;2. Do you think abortions are horrible?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- YESSSS.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;3. Needles aren't so horrible?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- they're okay, i like tattoo and sewing so i can't really say much?&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;4.You have plenty of secrets?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#33cc00&gt;- (;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;-------------------------------------&lt;BR&gt;HAVE YOU EVER CONFESSIONS.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;1 . Have you ever fallen down the&lt;BR&gt;stairs?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- yess, and that's proof, a scar on my forehead. -__-&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;2. Have you ever slapped someone&lt;BR&gt;across the face?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;-yess.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;3. Have you ever killed anyone?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#006600&gt;-nope, if i did, i won't be doing this now would i?&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;BR&gt;4. Worn the same clothes for a week&lt;BR&gt;straight?&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT color=#009900&gt;- noooooo. &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;If you're bored like me, do this. Haaaaaaaaaaaaa.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/P&gt;]]></content>
	    </entry>
		  <entry>
	    <title>art blog.</title>
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	    <issued>2008-03-01T13:21:00Z</issued>
	    <modified>2008-03-01T13:21:00Z</modified>
	    <created>2008-03-01T13:21:00Z</created>
	    <summary type="application/xhtml+xml"><![CDATA[<P>anyone who is interested in looking at art, you can head on down to my journal.</P>
<P><A href="http://quarantinewingz.livejournal.com">http://quarantinewingz.livejournal.com</A></P>
<P>xoxo.</P>]]></summary>
	    <author><name>lyysuicide</name></author>
	    <content type="application/xhtml+xml" mode="xml" xml:lang="en-us"><![CDATA[&lt;P&gt;anyone who is interested in looking at art, you can head on down to my journal.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;A href=&quot;http://quarantinewingz.livejournal.com&quot;&gt;http://quarantinewingz.livejournal.com&lt;/A&gt;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;xoxo.&lt;/P&gt;]]></content>
	    </entry>
		  <entry>
	    <title>Tagged!</title>
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	    <issued>2008-02-22T01:38:00Z</issued>
	    <modified>2008-02-22T01:38:00Z</modified>
	    <created>2008-02-22T01:38:00Z</created>
	    <summary type="application/xhtml+xml"><![CDATA[<P>I've been tagged by Caliw!</P>
<P>List 12 songs that cheer you up and why.</P>
<P><STRONG>Motley Crue - </STRONG>Dr. Feelgood.&nbsp; : The title&#133;]]></summary>
	    <author><name>lyysuicide</name></author>
	    <content type="application/xhtml+xml" mode="xml" xml:lang="en-us"><![CDATA[&lt;P&gt;I've been tagged by Caliw!&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;List 12 songs that cheer you up and why.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;Motley Crue - &lt;/STRONG&gt;Dr. Feelgood.  : The title speaks for itself, I just like to rock out or jump to this song, it just makes you.. feel good.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;The Academy Is... - &lt;/STRONG&gt;Bulls In Brooklyn. : There's a thousand and one reasons why I love this song so much. The first line of this song speaks for itself, &quot; Some people have it and other people don't.&quot; It just reminds me of how people can be jealous of you sometimes and give you nastly stares, and when all that happens, this line will just be repeating in my head. The main reason is because, when I met TAI awhile back, I asked William Beckett to play this song at their set and they did! They even kinda dedicated to it me. 9th August 2007 was the best day of my life yet, and this song just reminds me of that day.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;Cobra Starship :&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&lt;/STRONG&gt;Send My Love To The Dancefloor, I'll See You In Hell. ( Hey Mr. DJ) : Gabe Saporta is one of the craziest people I've ever met in my life. Whenever I listen to this song, I'll literally get goosebumps. I enjoyed myself at Cobra Starhip's show last year, dancing away, I loved that moment, it was as if I was in a world of my own. Again, it all happened on 9th August 2007, when they were touring the TAI.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;Judas Priest - &lt;/STRONG&gt;Painkiller. : I was really depressed in a certain stage of my life, listening to this song made me feel so much better. The guitars, the lyrics, the everything.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;The Nightmare Before Christmas Soundatrack -&lt;/STRONG&gt; Lock, Shock &amp; Barrel - Kidnap Mr. Sandy Claws. : This song never fail o make me smile. Tim Burton is like an inspiration to me, watching his films always never fail to cheer me up. Probably cos I love the characters &quot; Lock, Shock &amp; Barrel&quot; the most of all his movies, their mischief and all. The lyrics itself are so mischiveious, it never fails to make me laugh.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;Saosin -&lt;/STRONG&gt; You're Not Alone. : This song picks me up when I'm always down. The lyrics just speaks and connects so well.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;Chiodos - &lt;/STRONG&gt;Lexington. ( Joey Pea-Pot With a Monkey Face) : I love this band and their unique sound. I have no idea why, but I love the lyrics and sounds of this song.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;My Chemical Romance &lt;/STRONG&gt;- I'm Not Okay ( I Promise). - I love to scream to the part where Gerard sings &quot; When I'm not okay I'm not o-fucking-kay.&quot; It just makes you feel better. And the video of this song is so funny, I'll watch it the whole day and won't get sick of it.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;A.F.I. -&lt;/STRONG&gt; The Interview : This song just calms me down whenever  I listen to it. &lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;Sex Pistols - &lt;/STRONG&gt;God Save The Queen : I love the lyrics. God save the queen! we need it man. It's funny.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;Fall Out Boy -&lt;/STRONG&gt; Sugar, We're Going Down. : It just puts a smile on my face.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;Porcelain &amp; The Tramps -&lt;/STRONG&gt; My Leftovers : No particular reason either. I love the sound, lyrics etc.&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;I'm lazy so, I'm not going to tag people. HAAA!&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;SPAN style=&quot;FONT-STYLE: italic&quot;&gt;&lt;FONT face=Verdana&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;/P&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;SPAN style=&quot;FONT-STYLE: italic&quot;&gt;&lt;FONT face=Verdana&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;SPAN style=&quot;FONT-STYLE: italic&quot;&gt;&lt;FONT face=Verdana&gt; &lt;/P&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;]]></content>
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		  <entry>
	    <title>tagged.</title>
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	    <id>buzznet:user:entry:id:806411</id>
	    <issued>2007-08-10T21:56:00Z</issued>
	    <modified>2007-08-10T21:56:00Z</modified>
	    <created>2007-08-10T21:56:00Z</created>
	    <summary type="application/xhtml+xml"><![CDATA[<P><FONT color=#000000>Here are the rules:<BR><BR>1) Only list 8 facts.<BR>2) You must then list 8 TAGS at the end of the&#133;]]></summary>
	    <author><name>lyysuicide</name></author>
	    <content type="application/xhtml+xml" mode="xml" xml:lang="en-us"><![CDATA[&lt;P&gt;&lt;FONT color=#000000&gt;Here are the rules:&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;1) Only list 8 facts.&lt;BR&gt;2) You must then list 8 TAGS at the end of the post. This means you must name 8 people on Buzznet who now must do the same blog.&lt;BR&gt;3) Go comment on their profile and tell them to come read yours! I want participation.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;FONT color=#000000&gt;1. i don't wear make up, at all. and i don't use photoshop in any of my pictures.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;FONT color=#000000&gt;2. i'm an insomniac. i really can't sleep, until it's 7am.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;FONT color=#000000&gt;3. i hate this country i live in, all the kids are fucked up. well, most.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;FONT color=#000000&gt;4. i love art. art is my life, my passion, my everything.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;FONT color=#000000&gt;5. i love music. can't live without it.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;FONT color=#000000&gt;6. i think people who like a person because of their looks are totally shallow.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;FONT color=#000000&gt;7. i love eating. i will never go on a diet.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;

&lt;P&gt;&lt;FONT color=#000000&gt;8. i've never had a boyfriend before, so that means i've never been kissed.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;]]></content>
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